I Phone To Polaroid To Collage

The Most Dashing Dashboard

Only 85003.8 Miles on the Clock

And She Said Silently

Hey There Are Miles More Still

Once We Had Beauty

Once We Were Loved

Memoirs in Charcoal

Original Charcoal Done in XX -V

Imagery Done in XX-X

From + To - Final Part III

This Exists As A 10 By 8 Image

Its A Water Color & Its A Pencil Sketch

Using Neither Brush or Charcoal

It Leaves Me With Intangible Emotions

It Speaks Not With Words From Thoughts

But With Feeling Of Latent Beauty & Harmony

I Came To Peace But Momentarily

As I Must Go Again, Ray

Colour to Black & White Part II

Still Wondering Around

I Dropped Back To Color

The Black & White This Time

Were Not Working

So From Zero Saturation

I Went To Deep Saturation

As You Can See

But Still I Am Not Satisfied

I Had Gone Too Positive

It Was All Too Much Norm

Then The Dirham Fell

And I Deeply Remembered

My Initial Impulse At Foto Gulf

When The Negs Had Silently Spoken

I Saved Part I & II Images

On The I Phone

Processed Them Through

I Phone App - Photonasis

Converted Then Back To Negatives

Colored And Blacks And Whites

It Worked And Instantly But Momentarily

I Became Satisfied

Colour to Black & White Part I

From The Initial Part I

I Came To This Conclusion

It Was An Expansion

It Was Being In Isolation

It Was Being Alone

I Still Was Not Satisfied

It Was Still Too Predictable

The Negatives That Spoke Earlier

We Still Not Being Heard Fully

But This Was A Break From The Collective

Made by Man - Destroyed By Men - Initial Part

From Film Negatives

To Digital Positives

I Came To This Conclusion

But I Was Not At All Satisfied

I Remembered Silently

Seeing The Negatives

At The Foto Gulf Studio

When They Silently And Quickly

Spoke - Saying "We Are Ok & We Are Enough"

This Lead Me to 'Color to Black & White Part I & II'

2010 Ray Model - July 10 @ 11.30 AM

A Collaboration Betwix

Photo Studio in Mamoura Doha Qatar

I Phone Free App - Photonasis

Picasa 3 By Google

&

A Desire To Leave Something

Rays on Colour

One Day Back In XXIV or XXV

Or There Abouts

Circa

I Came Home

And The Light Was Right

So I Took This & More

Self Imageries

Using

Nancy's 2 MP Canon Gifted Camera

Unity is Obtained

I wIsh to heal the absence

I wIsh to heal yoUr absence

as yoUr absence is my absence

and so my absence is yoUr absence

to heal you absence wIthIn

is to heal my absence wIthoUt

to heal within is to heal wIthoUt

to heal me Is to to heal yoU

to heal you Is to heal me

to heal Is to heal

to heal the two

Is to heal the dUalIty

& when dUalIty Is healed

Unity Is obtaIned

scripted on xx-iii-xi-xx v

From a Birth to a Death

having had to find you

i then had to realize

that suddenly & impatiently

i had to lose you also

for whatever it was

it had to complete its course

you came & you went

you came unintended

you let intended

i observed the begin

it was like a birth

a new life came to existence

i experienced the end

it was like a death

an old life had come back

i journeyed anew in betwix the two

from a birth to a death

scripted in xxiii-xi-xxv

Copendence

when oUr exIstence starts

does then oUr Independence start ?

does exIstence => Independence

when there Is true exIstence

then there is true UnIon

& UnIon with all

therefore It be not IndependenCe

& not dependenCe

but Copendence

one Is not weak to give

one is capable to give all

from the soUrCe of all

these(old) thought came some time ago circa XXV

Revolutions & Orbits in Thought

I am sorry that I came so late

In many some ways Indeed I am late

& thIs is your chosen take

But In some many other ways I am not late

For otherwIse It was not fatalIstIcally possIble

Ohh these are revolutIons & orbIts In my thoughts

written XX-VIII-X-XXV

My Noise is Great

i spend days on end

in and within thee silence

and yet still my noise is great

i spend nights on end

in and within thee silence

and yet still my noise is great

day or night

night or day

My noise is great

==As One of the Many as Many as the One==

Don't lose things anymore

As nothing is ever lost or gone

Only when we say it is, it is

& so i don't say it anymore

When this is a belief

Then all that is & was is

As all is contained

In time in space continuum

Things go away though

& at an interval of time

Things arrange & change

To reappear in new x,y,z of space

It's the same but changed

don't you get it...ray

E is not lost in mc squared

Though m & c are invariably variable, E is not

So where are you in all of this....ray

Yes indeed where am I

We the variables of the constant

Which is you witch is me

At times with speed you come & go

& @ times with speed you stay a while

In spaces with mass i rise & fall

& in spaces with mass i exist a while

Or are you mass & i light

What ever it be

We are proven

To be = a constant

Jurisprudence of science declares

Nothing is lost or gained

For once it has been observed

It is considered universal & invariable

And from these eyes to his heart

I did deeply observe

You my dear of dearest

As one of the many as many as the one

By finding a pencil that i had not found for a few days i scripted the above on 01/20/00/18/05/09, & whilst listening to film score of 'The Last Samurai".

Ladies in Charcoal

To Paula, to Deborah to Barbara & to Monica

you each asked me to take a look at you & so i did

But just before a day or so

i felt the need to attempt to draw to paint

I had canvas, i had paper, i had charcoal & i had paints

i had time, i had space, i had nothing else to

But i had no idea of ideas of the subject

then like joining two ends of a rope

Completed the circuit of loop

connecting the invites to the needs

Everything all of a sudden made sense

providence again had provided the high details

To the low concept that came as a need the day before

My Apple Tree

This is all that remains of the tree that once gave apples

That once we use to climb upon

That once all my children sung from

It was the only one in the garden to bear fruit

Then one callous day she came with a chain saw

Killed it to a stub

Views From Nature

there is a language here

that i don't understand

there is a message here

that i don't see

that is why i keep looking

so one day i find the secret

join me those who are too

seekers in seeking